Where are you...?

Nephew Climbs like ape;
the weaker ma's tolerance;
takes me back, on Her back.

Carrying, Lifting in the womb
to death. Foetus swims inside,
outside,Pains. Experience of Her's.

Out of the world, Ambigai
lifts to pass the year,
but only the year...? Infactuation.

Amazing Rose wavers the mind;
fragrance, tempts waters in the bee.
Fell in love-pit...? Unknowingly.

One sovereign and half-a-dozen.
Purifies my Pith, to a 'Place'.
Lonely, scribbling the passions.

Sinduram to apply...? Sindhu to call...?
A 'Sin'inside you.It's for you;
for me...? Away from 'That'.

Mallu, Tharagai, the winds,
I not feel, nowhere.
Mind gets rust, no one with 'Sand Paper'.

Equalizing 'Them' is inept.
Lying on the Center and Lap;
fenced breed's aches...mmm...ma.

Time comes to carry, sweet burden.
Searching Her, still; even the soul.
Where are You...?

Shanthi, Manashanthi, Subhashanthi towards 'Aanmeek';
Like the other blinds; I search
Where is 'She'(Goddess...?).

09-12-2004 ; 1:05pm -2:00pm